I am convicted about homeschooling, prayer, family life, holiness, being a good wife and a stay-at-home Mom, sister, daughter and friend. But I do not have all of the answers. I have ideas, spurts of (God-given) genius, and then spells of quite filled with uncertainty.
Somedays, I wish my children would stop asking questions so I didn't have to pretend to be an expert in everything from the Olympics to why we have to add using the 'ones' first and the 'tens' next.
Somedays, I wish I could live in a cave so as to eliminate all interpersonal communications because I often flub those up and end up in sticky situations.
Somedays, I wish I could stay in bed so not to be tempted to sin.
Somedays, I wish so much for a new day to start so I can begin again.
Somedays, I wish I had a job so we could move forward in our financial situation.
With all of this uncertainty, one thing is certain.
What I know is that I cannot trust that I have all the answers--and when I do, I have only fooled myself.
I can trust in God, but it takes time and patience. Only with Him are answers found.
God asks us to live each day to the fullest. And, so, this Lent, I hope to explore how I can be better where God wants me to be, rather than where my priorities lie.
Won't you join me?